It would be nice if I could shake this off, if I could stop dreaming about it almost every night. Why can't I let this go? It doesn't even feel like any of it ever happened. It drags me down the minute I turn out the lights at night, it drags me down when I wake up in the morning. And every moment inbetween when I'm not distracted.
It's been too long. And I'm so tired.
I totally understand. I'm sorry things are like this.
ReplyDelete"If he didn't leap over the family heirlooms and sweep you up in his arms, then sod him."
That's what I say. But I know things aren't that simple. I just want you to know I'm thinking of you and love you so much.
By the way, "The Great Below" is playing as I'm writing this. OMG LOVE.
Hah, thanks for the quote, Char! Made me laugh. And, yes, "The Great Below" rules.
ReplyDeleteAs for the rest, thank you so, so much. You've been so great to listen to me throughout this whole fiasco and I'm sorry that I'm whining about it some more here on this blog. I'm going to try to not bring up again.